thought it thru..

today is not a good day fr me.
3 bad things happen today.
2 due to academic.. one is.. ><

1. chinese lit test.
i think i think too highly of myself le. ):
i thought i can finish it. i really do. i study so damn hard.
and even wan to compete with ah kok.
tsktsk. turn out tht i cant even finish th test ; and is damn sure tht im gonna fail it.
thn one of my fren, said smtg like "fail"
and i just burst out crying . x:
i couldnt bear to fail. cannot .
chn lit is th subject tht i cannot fail . its my pact and promise.. ):

2. biology test
i failed two biology test today..
both test i equally study damn hard for.
i study fr every test la . -.- except fr chem . ouppps x:
got a shock when i recieved it ; i tot i can at least pass one.
well , again , i think too highly of myself le.
think i am a loser ; tht will never succeed ba.

3. saw smtg.
this smtg rlly bring tears to my eyes.. )':
ok la . i think i thought it through le.
im serious. no more crushes for me. i always screw it up anw .
so I GIVE UP LE ! x:
im nt one who is suitable fr r/s.
let's just remain as friends.
i think its th best solution .
hahah !

suay day.
thursday blues?
i dont knw .
i think its just PMS ba .. ):
totally make myself so paiseh today ; and thanks my girlfriends and boyfriends fr ur comforts !
i will remember them ! :D

in such a state of confusion.
waiting fr smeone ; smething to ans all the questions in my heart.